I love the second to last paragraph when you mentioned how you are and have been, in your current relationship. You had me so close to crying, it's really beautiful <3. I'm also in high school and I've always been "wifed" because if not, I'd be the slut, and I don't think I've ever wanted that for myself and this whole boyfriend situation is confusing because I honestly just don't like being alone but my relationships always need me to be someone else other than my most authentic self which sucks but I guess it's just a phase in my life, i don't know.
You are my hope of finding someone that is for me someday, even if marriage is not yet in the picture:) Overall, I loved reading this!
I love the second to last paragraph when you mentioned how you are and have been, in your current relationship. You had me so close to crying, it's really beautiful <3. I'm also in high school and I've always been "wifed" because if not, I'd be the slut, and I don't think I've ever wanted that for myself and this whole boyfriend situation is confusing because I honestly just don't like being alone but my relationships always need me to be someone else other than my most authentic self which sucks but I guess it's just a phase in my life, i don't know.
You are my hope of finding someone that is for me someday, even if marriage is not yet in the picture:) Overall, I loved reading this!
You have such a beautiful way of writing :)
I loved this so much!